kanina sa last class namin with my seatmate. She commented: "Ay, gemini ka talaga!" And so, she enumerates some of the characteristics most gemini's have:
-Conversationalist/ Chatty person
-Shaky when it comes to beliefs and decisions
-Judgmental
-Gullible/ Easily persuaded
-Sensitive
-Crybaby/Emotional
-Witty
-Moody
Surprisingly, most of it hit the spot. Well, it's not that I believe in such things... it just got me thinking about my personality and some of my general traits.
*It's funny how two persons can be so alike and different at the same time.
Ay, oo alam ko pasaway makipagdaldalan habang nagkaklase, patapos na naman eh. Hehe.
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
Monday, July 28, 2008
true?!
Your Birthdate: June 2 |
 You're so intuitive, it's like you have a sixth, seventh, and eighth sense. You connect with others freely and easily - and you tend to have many best friends. Warm and caring, it's hard for you to close your heart to anyone. Affection is like air for you - you need to give and receive it to survive. Your strength: Your universal compassion Your weakness: Your unpredictable mood swings Your power color: Mauve Your power symbol: Butterfly Your power month: February |
Sunday, July 27, 2008
just thought of writing something...
anything.
been quite stressed these days,
basically caused by our thesis.
and to think that we just got started.
but, life has been going well,
i think.
i'm progressing, bit by bit.
though i still need to learn more,
much more.
been quite stressed these days,
basically caused by our thesis.
and to think that we just got started.
but, life has been going well,
i think.
i'm progressing, bit by bit.
though i still need to learn more,
much more.
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
Ice
After the longest time,
the maiden's shoulders shook.
With it the cold winds blew,
and crystals slipped from her eyes.
An undefined light surrounded her being,
one of eerie gloom it exudes.
She couldn't hide her pain any longer,
she had a cold heart as it was.
Yet, even ice melts...
the maiden's shoulders shook.
With it the cold winds blew,
and crystals slipped from her eyes.
An undefined light surrounded her being,
one of eerie gloom it exudes.
She couldn't hide her pain any longer,
she had a cold heart as it was.
Yet, even ice melts...
Rants...
She always sees my flaws,
she only sees my flaws.
And to think that I had hoped,
when I already knew the ending.
she only sees my flaws.
And to think that I had hoped,
when I already knew the ending.
Friday, June 06, 2008
Dreamy Idealist..hmmm?
-Seems to be quite true for the most part. Click the button to read what it says, and see if you agree with me. You can also take the test yourself! ~.~
Monday, May 26, 2008
Random Thoughts while on the Road
Number One: What's with truck drivers, istambays on the sidewalk, security guard posts...?
- They keep bugging you with their speeches of "Hey, Miss!; Ganda, kumusta?; Good Morning Beautiful?" and all the other nonsense talk just to get your attention. I'm no fool and I'm no beauty as well. It just gets so annoying sometimes not to add a bit creepy! Hay, maybe they are just plain bored with their life. I wish that they get to think of another past time and quick.
Number Two: What if before you say "Yes" or an "I Do" to the love of your life, you reveal all the nasty things about yourself, all the skeleton in your closet, will he still stay and accept you?
- One of my wild imaginations got me thinking this. Pretty weird I know but it's like a test you know so that he/she does not go off running from you when the going gets tough or when things may not seem to be as perfect. It's also a nice plot to a novel. The title may be "100 Things You Didn't Know About Me"; "Love Me or Hate Me?"; "The Truth About Eve/Adam." Hehehe...
Number Three: Poetry, my love for poetry, where did it go?
- I though about getting back to my writing poems again, but it seems that the spirit of creativity has left me completely. I just don't seem to put two and two together, it's like it's all wrong. I hope one day I get struck by the lightning of creativity and be able to write again. I miss the feeling of being able to let out your feelings in a string of beautiful words. I'm not saying my works before were any good but at least I was able to proudly say that I've written quite a few pieces even if it's for my personal purposes alone. I summon you, common strike me now! Hehe.
*I'm pretty bold now to be able to write things like this. I don't know. It's like I'm just full inside and letting out some of my random thoughts would help lighten my load a bit. Stay with me, even if I'm a little wacko. Haha. ~.~
- They keep bugging you with their speeches of "Hey, Miss!; Ganda, kumusta?; Good Morning Beautiful?" and all the other nonsense talk just to get your attention. I'm no fool and I'm no beauty as well. It just gets so annoying sometimes not to add a bit creepy! Hay, maybe they are just plain bored with their life. I wish that they get to think of another past time and quick.
Number Two: What if before you say "Yes" or an "I Do" to the love of your life, you reveal all the nasty things about yourself, all the skeleton in your closet, will he still stay and accept you?
- One of my wild imaginations got me thinking this. Pretty weird I know but it's like a test you know so that he/she does not go off running from you when the going gets tough or when things may not seem to be as perfect. It's also a nice plot to a novel. The title may be "100 Things You Didn't Know About Me"; "Love Me or Hate Me?"; "The Truth About Eve/Adam." Hehehe...
Number Three: Poetry, my love for poetry, where did it go?
- I though about getting back to my writing poems again, but it seems that the spirit of creativity has left me completely. I just don't seem to put two and two together, it's like it's all wrong. I hope one day I get struck by the lightning of creativity and be able to write again. I miss the feeling of being able to let out your feelings in a string of beautiful words. I'm not saying my works before were any good but at least I was able to proudly say that I've written quite a few pieces even if it's for my personal purposes alone. I summon you, common strike me now! Hehe.
*I'm pretty bold now to be able to write things like this. I don't know. It's like I'm just full inside and letting out some of my random thoughts would help lighten my load a bit. Stay with me, even if I'm a little wacko. Haha. ~.~
Saturday, May 24, 2008
Summer's almost over.. still the SUN shines brighter!.
My 2008 Summer was I would say a mix of adventures.
*I had experienced my first taste of the real workplace which was not bad at all.
*Got to mingle with new people.
*Attended an aerobics class other than PE... which was not at all far from it. Haha.
*I was able to go out of town without my biological family, but with my YFC family (Tagaytay lang naman...hehe...).
*I was able to take a bath in an improvished shower area, haha... with *****. Haha.
*Got sunburned.
*Shouted out my heart to the heavens.
*Cried my heart out with some sad asian movies and dramas.
*Thought about life more.
*And even more.
*Prayed a lot.
*And prayed a little.
*Ate to my heart's desire.
*Gained weight fast...huhu...1** pounds as of the moment.
*Missed some of the old times.
*Cried a little over some of the usual things.
*Met up with old buddies.
*Got back to reading a few good titles.
*Love the sensation of melting ice cream even more. Hehe.
*Got addicted to a few new and old things. But rethinking it over and over.
*Learned that some things are harder to let go than other things.
*And that it is easier to let go when you do not think about what you are letting go of.
*Matured a little. I think... I hope so. Hehe.
*Hope for a brighter tomorrow. Sunny sunny sunny...even in the midst of the rainy season...
And so, I leave you with these words. Life is indeed beautiful, in whatever angle, even if it sometimes hurts, still its beauty is undeniable. ~.~
*I had experienced my first taste of the real workplace which was not bad at all.
*Got to mingle with new people.
*Attended an aerobics class other than PE... which was not at all far from it. Haha.
*I was able to go out of town without my biological family, but with my YFC family (Tagaytay lang naman...hehe...).
*I was able to take a bath in an improvished shower area, haha... with *****. Haha.
*Got sunburned.
*Shouted out my heart to the heavens.
*Cried my heart out with some sad asian movies and dramas.
*Thought about life more.
*And even more.
*Prayed a lot.
*And prayed a little.
*Ate to my heart's desire.
*Gained weight fast...huhu...1** pounds as of the moment.
*Missed some of the old times.
*Cried a little over some of the usual things.
*Met up with old buddies.
*Got back to reading a few good titles.
*Love the sensation of melting ice cream even more. Hehe.
*Got addicted to a few new and old things. But rethinking it over and over.
*Learned that some things are harder to let go than other things.
*And that it is easier to let go when you do not think about what you are letting go of.
*Matured a little. I think... I hope so. Hehe.
*Hope for a brighter tomorrow. Sunny sunny sunny...even in the midst of the rainy season...
And so, I leave you with these words. Life is indeed beautiful, in whatever angle, even if it sometimes hurts, still its beauty is undeniable. ~.~
Monday, May 12, 2008
Saranghe...
Real love... it's just being happy without getting anything... only giving.
Love is like this... someone you love gets hit by a car and killed one rainy day. After that, you can't leave the accident site... You go there to direct traffic thinking about your love, never missing a single day, crying when it's raining...
...ing (korean movie)
When will the time come for me to say the words "saranghaeyo...?"
Too much watching of korean romance films...~.~
Love is not an easy thing... but that's what makes it rewarding.~.~
Love is like this... someone you love gets hit by a car and killed one rainy day. After that, you can't leave the accident site... You go there to direct traffic thinking about your love, never missing a single day, crying when it's raining...
...ing (korean movie)
When will the time come for me to say the words "saranghaeyo...?"
Too much watching of korean romance films...~.~
Love is not an easy thing... but that's what makes it rewarding.~.~
Sunday, April 27, 2008
Pocahontas Skin, Industrial Practicum, Summer Alone, Bloated Figure and Many More
If you have seen me this April, you probably will be joining the others in teasing me as I've become Pocahontas skinned?/Negra so to say... Huhuhu... I want my fairer skin back... I know I wasn't that fair to start with but still... But despite this darker complexion I would have to endure in the following months, the experience I had that resulted to this dilemma will never compare. It was worth it! My first ever ILC was a blast, I learned a lot and stand in awe of all the people who simply live to love the Lord... It is a struggle to do so, but it is the only way to live... Pocahontas skin, nah, this is TATAK KRISTO!!!:)
Started my Industrial practicum already since last April 14. I will be ending soon, probably by next week unless I'll have to extend. It's been fun and definitely a learning experience. I'm still not totally at ease with the industrial set up, but I'm not closing any doors. I've already finished the project given to me and hopefully (keep your fingers crossed!) it will turn out fine, so far comments have been on the positive. I have made friends with my colleagues. They are one kwela bunch, although there are still the serious ones which is quite fine. I'll miss them when I end my practicum...:)
Summer alone, not absolutely but I have this cousin/bestfriend who left me... hehe. Well, she left for the States because of her visa and I've been missing her since. Hope you're doin fine oput there... Ayan, nagpost na ko para may mabasa ka and to keep you updated na rin... It won't be the same without you here... for good. Hay, don't want to think about it for the moment but with your things being moved already, the reality of it has started to struck me... I'm missing you already and I know I'll be missing you even more... :(
I've been gaining and gaining and gaining some more weight... so many food around... they are haunting me and they won't let me be... it's their fault, I swear! huhuhu... I can't afford to gain more...ha! The girly syndrome/weight consciousness to the nth level has strike again... Can't help it, it's in the hormones....hehe. I'm glad the celebrations are over (Achie/Ditse birthday bash), so that I can start with my pretend diet!haha!...
The summer has so far been a whirlwind of events, so many things happening at the same time and not happening at the same time, get me? Oh, don't bother anymore... Chiao!:)
Started my Industrial practicum already since last April 14. I will be ending soon, probably by next week unless I'll have to extend. It's been fun and definitely a learning experience. I'm still not totally at ease with the industrial set up, but I'm not closing any doors. I've already finished the project given to me and hopefully (keep your fingers crossed!) it will turn out fine, so far comments have been on the positive. I have made friends with my colleagues. They are one kwela bunch, although there are still the serious ones which is quite fine. I'll miss them when I end my practicum...:)
Summer alone, not absolutely but I have this cousin/bestfriend who left me... hehe. Well, she left for the States because of her visa and I've been missing her since. Hope you're doin fine oput there... Ayan, nagpost na ko para may mabasa ka and to keep you updated na rin... It won't be the same without you here... for good. Hay, don't want to think about it for the moment but with your things being moved already, the reality of it has started to struck me... I'm missing you already and I know I'll be missing you even more... :(
I've been gaining and gaining and gaining some more weight... so many food around... they are haunting me and they won't let me be... it's their fault, I swear! huhuhu... I can't afford to gain more...ha! The girly syndrome/weight consciousness to the nth level has strike again... Can't help it, it's in the hormones....hehe. I'm glad the celebrations are over (Achie/Ditse birthday bash), so that I can start with my pretend diet!haha!...
The summer has so far been a whirlwind of events, so many things happening at the same time and not happening at the same time, get me? Oh, don't bother anymore... Chiao!:)
Monday, April 07, 2008
love ilc
Change/Growth: The process by which my inside begins to match my outside.
Just got back yesterday from our yfc conference: tatak-kristo, 2008 ilc.
Love one another as I have loved you.
Somehow the whole experience felt surreal. It's like I'm in another dimension and all things happening around me can happen only in dreams.
Now that I'm back to reality, well, it really is quite hard.
Trials, challenges and temptations are so near.
Lord, I really need your help in all of this.
How I wish I'll be able to leave the past behind and start anew.
But like what I have realized, truly one can never have control over ones' life, it is only God who has that power, all I need to do is surrender everything to Him.
I need to put up with the battle and I need to be strong.
Tatak-Kristo! Need to keep that in mind.
Love you Lord!:)
Nga pala, for those who will be seeing me... negra na ko... haha, sunburned to the highest level..all for God!:)
Just got back yesterday from our yfc conference: tatak-kristo, 2008 ilc.
Love one another as I have loved you.
Somehow the whole experience felt surreal. It's like I'm in another dimension and all things happening around me can happen only in dreams.
Now that I'm back to reality, well, it really is quite hard.
Trials, challenges and temptations are so near.
Lord, I really need your help in all of this.
How I wish I'll be able to leave the past behind and start anew.
But like what I have realized, truly one can never have control over ones' life, it is only God who has that power, all I need to do is surrender everything to Him.
I need to put up with the battle and I need to be strong.
Tatak-Kristo! Need to keep that in mind.
Love you Lord!:)
Nga pala, for those who will be seeing me... negra na ko... haha, sunburned to the highest level..all for God!:)
Sunday, March 02, 2008
cutest thing ever!!!
grabe, sobrang cute niya. the attitude talaga! hay, little kids really have this innocent demeanor in them that simply melts your heart...:) this made my day!:) love it!
Monday, February 18, 2008
!!!!
aaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!
= kailangan ko lang ilabas!
= hayz!
=bakit kasi?
=bakit?!!!?
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!
= kailangan ko lang ilabas!
= hayz!
=bakit kasi?
=bakit?!!!?
Help me Lord God!
expectations lead one to disappointments.
disappointments lead to realizations.
realizations lead to action or inaction.
which one to choose?
which one to choose?
disappointments lead to realizations.
realizations lead to action or inaction.
which one to choose?
which one to choose?
Saturday, February 16, 2008
Hearts Day '08
Hearts Day = Valentines Day!
for something out of the ordinary to happen. Hehe. Maybe it was also due to the fact that I
was quite busy that day... but this year's "hearts day" so to speak, made me realize things that
are more important. Things I should be putting more value at this point in my life. Before I
admit to envying and longing also for a special someone to profess their love for me... (sounds cheesy, mushy and corny...haha... pero kaya nga fantasy lang...), but Valentines is not all about
that kind of love alone. Love may come in different shapes and sizes... in friendships (thank you
for a Valentine night spent with you...had a lot of fun, missed you a lot! Appreciated the effort you put through just to show you care, sensya I wasn't able to put the same effort.); in ones family (Unconditional love! That's how much our family value us, although they might not openly say it, actions undeniably shout it out to us! Hope you guys felt the love I feel for you from that small token of sweetness... Hehe.); in our Savior who died just to save us (The prayer meeting
made me realize just how much God loves me, and that no matter what He will always be there
for you and me. He loved me first and He loved me still despite. Isn't that simply amazing?!) :)
Love is definitely in the air. It's all around us. We just have to be sensitive enough to widen
our hearts and receive the love unselfishly given to us! Kaya what are you waiting for? Love, love and love even more! Hehe. Kilig, kilig! :)
This year's Valentine felt quit ordinary compared to previous years... as if I ever expected
was quite busy that day... but this year's "hearts day" so to speak, made me realize things that
are more important. Things I should be putting more value at this point in my life. Before I
admit to envying and longing also for a special someone to profess their love for me... (sounds cheesy, mushy and corny...haha... pero kaya nga fantasy lang...), but Valentines is not all about
that kind of love alone. Love may come in different shapes and sizes... in friendships (thank you
for a Valentine night spent with you...had a lot of fun, missed you a lot! Appreciated the effort you put through just to show you care, sensya I wasn't able to put the same effort.); in ones family (Unconditional love! That's how much our family value us, although they might not openly say it, actions undeniably shout it out to us! Hope you guys felt the love I feel for you from that small token of sweetness... Hehe.); in our Savior who died just to save us (The prayer meeting
made me realize just how much God loves me, and that no matter what He will always be there
for you and me. He loved me first and He loved me still despite. Isn't that simply amazing?!) :)
Love is definitely in the air. It's all around us. We just have to be sensitive enough to widen
our hearts and receive the love unselfishly given to us! Kaya what are you waiting for? Love, love and love even more! Hehe. Kilig, kilig! :)
Thursday, February 07, 2008
paranoid me
i still can't read you. i still get nervous as to what you might be thinking. i stress over the fact that something seems to be wrong and maybe, just maybe with a big possibility i might have caused you to feel such. i'm paranoid, i know. but i guess that's how it is when you care for someone. you fret, you worry, you agonize... that in a flash of a moment, you might make a wrong move to cause
the fragile connection to break
and
be
shattered
forever.
the fragile connection to break
and
be
shattered
forever.
Saturday, February 02, 2008
Smiling Amidst the Struggle
“Cooperation is doing with a smile what you have to do anyway.”
This, I guess, is one of the things I find hard to do. I admit that most of
the time I easily lose my temper. Before I thought that I am a really patient
person, but was I wrong. Nowadays, I often catch myself grudgingly doing
things for other people. Thoughts of wanting to rattle them to reality is what often occupies my mind (My bad!), and to think I'm in the field
of having to relate well with other people. It will take lots of effort if
not done willingly, but with just your heart put into the work, it will be
a piece of cake (I hope so). This makes me appreciate service oriented
people who put their lives on the line for people they don't even know. It is actually one of my biggest dreams and probably the goal I
have been pursuing. This only makes me realize that a lot of work still
needs to be done with my character. I need a lot of grace (tons even!).
I'll take this opportunity to apologize for the many persons I have lashed
out on, even for no reason at all. For the people who love me, whom I have
failed to love equally in return. For the many tears, for the pain, for the
unforgivable words, for the sadness... I'm sorry.
This, I guess, is one of the things I find hard to do. I admit that most of
the time I easily lose my temper. Before I thought that I am a really patient
person, but was I wrong. Nowadays, I often catch myself grudgingly doing
things for other people. Thoughts of wanting to rattle them to reality is what often occupies my mind (My bad!), and to think I'm in the field
of having to relate well with other people. It will take lots of effort if
not done willingly, but with just your heart put into the work, it will be
a piece of cake (I hope so). This makes me appreciate service oriented
people who put their lives on the line for people they don't even know. It is actually one of my biggest dreams and probably the goal I
have been pursuing. This only makes me realize that a lot of work still
needs to be done with my character. I need a lot of grace (tons even!).
I'll take this opportunity to apologize for the many persons I have lashed
out on, even for no reason at all. For the people who love me, whom I have
failed to love equally in return. For the many tears, for the pain, for the
unforgivable words, for the sadness... I'm sorry.
Wednesday, January 30, 2008
Saturday, January 19, 2008
busy?
that was the tagline...from one of the emails i recieved. and it seems to be that is how i have been describing the state of my life. so many tasks to do, here and there, everywhere! it just doesn't seem to end. but that email made me realize the importance of prayer. even Jesus Christ was busy, yet he had or took the time to pray. that was His secret... that was where He gathered strength... so i tell you my friend.. let us take the time to pray... to offer up all our tasks to Him who is the source of everything. :)
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