emotional sadness is what it is.

I'm emotionally sad nowadays. I feel like there's this empty hole within me.

Call me emo or whatever but I'm just really sad. About what you ask?

A number of things and none.

I guess we get to this point once in a while when we keep asking ourselves what we really want out of life? what we really need? what matters? what doesn't?

And no matter how much we justify the state of our life, we just can't seem to resolve the fact that we're damn fine and the misery we are having is our own doing.

But I know I'll get over this. Maybe tomorrow after I get a goodnight's rest.

Or maybe not right away, because I want the pain to linger... to remind me that I'm still alive.